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Arwen's Journey: Next Steps

“I have found in David the son of Jesse a man after my heart, who will do all my will.”
     Acts 13:22

David’s life and deeds are worth pondering. I’ve been reading through 2 Samuel and 1 Chronicles over the past few weeks. In the 12th chapter of 2 Samuel, David was about to lose his and Bathsheba’s first child, stricken ill as a consequence for David’s own sin. David was in absolute anguish. He spent seven days on the ground without food as he prayed to the Lord for his son’s deliverance. The baby died.

It’s rather a discouraging story on its face. I honestly can’t think of a loss greater than the early death of one’s own child. I’ve seen that sorrow firsthand. I was about five years old when I watched my own parents as well as my grandparents each suffer the loss of a child. I also think back on the Togolese mother who lost her baby in childbirth last Christmas. This is one of many examples, but I don’t think I’ll ever forget the contortion of absolute grief in that mother’s face when I told her that her baby had died. I wrote about that story in the post titled A Christmas Miracle. Naturally, such affliction is averted if at all possible, but for some it arrives all the same.

How does one approach the all-powerful, creator God who allowed such tragedy? I can assure you that there are as many reactions to grief as there are opportunities to express it. The element of David’s story that caught my eye this time was his response once his child had died. David got up, washed himself, and went to the house of the Lord and worshipped. David worshipped the Lord at the pinnacle of his sorrow. The very same God with whom he had just been pleading for the life of his child. That is a man seeking the heart of God. That is God's own power at work.

For our own child, for Arwen, we are still imploring the Lord to heal her body: we still believe we will see it. Yet in the slumps, after feeling the defeats, our ambition is to worship the Lord. After carrying Arwen into the emergency room covered in vomit, worship the Lord. After losing all her hair, worship the Lord. After holding her hand while she's screaming in pain, worship the Lord. After staying up all night for hospital admissions, worship the Lord.

Recently, Arwen had some scans repeated to assess the progress of her chemotherapy. By all appearances, there has been little to no change. After the misery of four cycles of chemo and all the associated side effects, we’re tempted again to be fearful and discouraged when we don’t see fruit. It is the Lord who truly sees and He who will be glorified. We know this to be true. We worship the Lord.

The next step in Arwen’s journey was supposed to be a near total surgical removal of the main tumor. The expectation was that everything would have diminished in size. Since that is not the case, the operation will go on as scheduled, but likely will not result in removal of as much cancer. The next phase of therapy would have been stem cell transplant with immunotherapy in the distant future. Based on the scan results, however, the immunotherapy will be moved up and stem cell transplant postponed. All of this is just man’s small part. The Lord is indeed our Shepherd – we will not want for anything.



We have enjoyed a couple of weeks home together as a family. Arwen has been feeling mostly well and usually is in good spirits. A few weeks ago, on a day when Arwen was actually feeling particularly ill, it was her turn to pray for someone during family devotions. Generally we think of a friend or missionary family to pray for. Arwen prayed for her mom and dad...we cried as she prayed for our strength and encouragement. These are honestly very precious moments as we spend time together and continue in family devotion together. We are learning new things about the grace that God extends toward us. Scripture repeats often that God’s love is steadfast and that his mercies are unending. We encourage you all to turn your face toward Him no matter the circumstance. Worship the Lord.

Prayer requests:
We do not yet have a time but expect Arwen’s operation to take place in Ann Arbor on May 9th.

We fight discouragement whenever we hold onto a hope or a plan that is taken from us. Would that our only hope was in Christ.

God has provided for our living in the US and we expect that He will continue to meet our needs.

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13 comments:

  1. RUTH ANN STUARTMay 4, 2018 at 1:35 PM

    Continuing to pray for Arwen and your whole family.

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  2. The LaLondes continue to pray for Arwen and you all. You have raised up a young lady with the faith that can move mountains. She is amazing. We love you guys.

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  3. I don't know you all personally, but I have been following Arwen's journey through social media posts and praying for you when God brings you to mind. Reading this post I feel as if I can hear God saying to you "Well done in each day". I know that glorifying God in all our trials isn't easy and doesn't make you feel like an amazing person, but regardless, know this, your family's testimony IS AMAZING and glorifying to God. I pray He gives you comfort, peace, strength and healing.

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  4. Thanks for the update and for openly sharing your joys, concerns and discouragements. We continue to remember you here at the UB Global office. We will be praying for the up coming surgery.
    Jeff Bleijerveld

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  5. Heard about Arwen's trial through ABWE on Facebook. We have been praying for you all. All things work together for good to those who love God. To Him be the glory!
    Betsy, Sarah (aged 8) and David (aged 6) in Australia

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  6. We are praying for you all. I am sorry Arwen's treatment has not had a more positive impact. All of us at the free clinic are thinking of you and praying for improvement and relief of pain.

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  7. A hug for all of you. I pray for Arwen and the whole family. It is only God who sustains us and gives us peace that passes all understanding during these times. I pray that for you all, and continue to pray for healing.

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  8. Praying crying and believing with you hugs and love and prayers. Praise be to Jesus and Him glorified. He is good.

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  9. Continued prayers to you all!! He is a good good Father!! Show up Jesus!!

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  10. We continue to pray for Arwen's healing. May God's grace, peace, and love continue to sustain all of you.

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  11. Your faith-filled thoughts are inspiring to your pastor and church family at the HUB. We all witnessed your daughter being anointed with oil and prayed over in faith. So we will continue to trust God for Arwen's healing. What a precious gift she is to all of us who know and love her.

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  12. Praying for you all in this difficult detour.

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